Okay, done! Finally! What a relief!
I tried to bond with my essay last night. I think we came to an understanding in the end.

But still… 2074 words. It bugs me! It’s because of that ugly, word eating Harvard way of writing references. Footnotes are easier to read. And they look so much better. (And they don’t eat words!)

Ah, well… It’s done. I think I liked the out come in the end. It took me several hours but it doesn’t feel like I’ve changed a lot even though I have… Strange.

More school…

Essän och jag gillar inte varandra idag.
Frågan är om vi någonsin gillat varandra. Jag kommer knappt ihåg hur det gick till när jag skrev den. Tog några timmar av natten att knappa ihop i vild panik. Det känns som om jag inte kommer ihåg någonting av den nu i efterhand mer än lösryckta meningar. Och det känns som om jag inte vill komma ihåg mer än det.

Reviewsen både hjälper och stjälper faktiskt…
Jag fick ju dubbelt så många som det var tänkt, vilket gör att det är ganska överväldigande att försöka sålla ut användbara saker ur dem när vissa faktiskt talar emot varandra.
Någon tycker essän är för personlig. Någon annan tycker den är för opersonlig. Slutsats: Lagom personlig? Eller…? :S

Jag försöker bli vän med essän igen i alla fall. Tror inte att jag kommer ändra jättemycket, men… Det måste i vilket fall som helst göras!
(Kan ingen annan göra det? Snääälla?)

(Redigerandet av noveller i helgen har gjort mig allergisk mot redigering.)

Ahh… Today’s a pretty good day! Mushishi vol. 4 was in the mail! Yay!
And two out of four packages for my move arrived. That was pretty fast! I hope I get the other two soon too.
Yesterday I bought a microphone so I can record sound effects for my movie. Yes, I bought one instead of borrowing one from school. I don’t feel like wasting approximately three hours on going to Trollhättan and back again just to get it and then redo the whole thing two days later just because I need to return it.
No thanks! I’ve got better things to do. (Besides, I’ve always wanted one.)

All of Saturday I was editing short stories and having a hell lot of angst over it all.
But now it’s done. Let’s just hope I make it into the book. I want to be in that bloody book! I want to!!!

Today I’m planning my short movie. It’s going pretty good.
Also thinking some about my essay. It’s kind of bugging me because I really want it to be finished – without my input! Thehe!
Oh… Yeah… I received two reviews saying I had too many words in my essay. To you two who wrote those reviews I just wanna say this: You do NOT count the references! :twisted:

Seriously… Some things just bug me…

I’m tired. And sick of this essay. I’m trying to surgically remove everything that says “ME!” on it. It kinda hurts, but that’s the way it has to be, I guess.

God, it sucks to write this way! But oh well… I just have to keep going. It’s just that I’m stuck at the end and it feels like I lost the conclusion somewhere along the way – that really sucks!

Have to give it one last try in the morning, then I’m turning it in – and after that I never want to see that damned essay again! *sob* Good night.